Caleigh
dad i want to cry everytime i think about you not being around which is all the time i can’t believe it’s been four years i hate that i have to live without you i miss the days when i didn’t wake up wanting to not wake up everyday i hope i am able to see you when i wake up bc i miss you so much there is so much stuff i really need you to help me with so much stuff that i just need a dad for i love you so much and it hurts that i didn’t get to say goodbye to my dad and that that was the last time i saw you i never had the chance to talk to you about guys and all the stuff i need you for and all this is so overwhelming and i have no one i can talk to about it bc mom is so judgmental sometimes so if i try to talk to her i get scared and when she is mad i get screamed at for everything i’m never doing anything right i hate it bc we were so much happier when you were here even tho we had financial problems we were still a happy family anyway i got to go help with kids love you and miss you❤️😭
