Hope Wise
I miss you so much Ash..Not a day goes by that you aren't on my mind at some point in the day..Everywhere I turn I find something that makes me think of you. I can't believe I am really here at this age ,with out you..We were going to be the crazy outspoken double trouble dynamic duo in the nursing home together. We even picked out and already came to an agreement on what the color of our tennis balls on the bottom of our walkers would be so we wouldn't have to waste time with that vs planning what all kinds of pranks and outlandish things we would blurt out just bc we could since we made it that far in life..I love that we actually had a very lengthy phone call just to discuss this ..I miss your phone calls ..no one could make me laugh as hard as u ..I swear I don't think I've genuinely shared a laugh like we use to do ,since our last phone call .Honestly ,it feels like a part of me died too . I was telling my daughter about our nicknames we gave each other summer 96 or 97 and all the pranks we pulled ..everytime we pass taco bell she brings up the mild sauce prank we did lol..I swear I remember that day so vividly..I was having your room decorated so you could be my Chi Sigma Omega Lil Sis.. and then u joined a whole other sorority lol. That didn't matter bc in real life we had become sisters .. You're bday is coming up..I really wish I could call u and tell you welcome to the club and that we are that much closer to pink&zebra tennis balls and endless jello cups nursing home mischief and naps. I love you and I miss you but I just save my seat bc I will be there eventually ..I hope u always visit me in my dreams ,Femalê..I could use a good laugh and just to know your keeping an eye out for me..Rest In Peace Sweet Sister ..I love u, Gull..'numba 1"s" haha .Love you,Later... 'Chlorine',aka Boopaloop ,Boopsta ,Boops,Boop,Boopie. .(I still pass out nicknames like candy too but yours to me will forever crack me up!) ❤️❤️Hopey
